Today sucked. I learned a lot about life.
1. Friends come and go, but the truly important ones, the ones that are mature and support you no matter what will be there for you in good and bad.
2. School can blow it up my ass. But I hope and pray with everything in me my stats professor will let me graduate.
3. I can get a job in this economy which is amazing.
4. Dogs rock and will always turn a bad day into good.
5. My parents are wonderful and supportive.
6. My favorite movie/book Memoirs of a Geisha can bring a smile to my face no matter what.
7. Telling people how you really feel is important to communication in a friendship.
I'm becoming a woman, and these past few days I've realized I need friends that challenge me to be the best and reach my potential. I need mature friends, not just ones trying to get laid and drunk. Lately I've had very purposeful dreams about my life. Each dream has revealed something to me about my actions. I've had dreams about different scenarios of what could happen if I took a job in Bellevue or in another country. One common theme in my dreams is that I'm happy, and I made a wise decision. Also I surrounded myself with mature intellectual people, and therefore raised my status que. I wish everyday was like my dreams. Never have a had anything more profound given to me by my subconscious. No matter what I realize that I will be ok with whatever path I choose, as long as I continue to pick proper people to support me. Steph, Clint, Megan....thank you for the past two days.
Today I begin to live the life I've imagined for myself. That means some people will be left behind, some dreams will be lost. Ultimatly I will succeed and I choose from today on to live the life I've always wanted.
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